The Voices in My Heart

Whenever a new year begins, everyone start getting busy listing all the things they wanna accomplish by the end of the year. then they spend the next 364 days breaking all the resolutions they have set.

Well, i am gonna be hopeful and say that i am TOTALLY OPTIMISTIC that i can do all these that i intend to… but dont bet on it, unless ur a crazy risk taker.

1.  i wanna fully finish reading the quran

2. to memorize at least 15 surahs

3. to score an A for every module in my next sem (hahAA to that)

4. to get my god forsaken driving licence

5. to remain 100% satisfied with my life

6. to be a better person and be just. (to myself)

7.to learn to cook at least 5 wicked indian dishes

8. to be highly self-sufficient for another 364 days

9. to get my faith backon track

10. to use my head AS WELL AS my heart.

11. last but not least… get a grip of my life.

hmmm… ok. time for me to meditate… too much, too much….

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm…

till hmmmmmm next time……………

ok, anyone there? panick attack…. hello?

ok, i’ll call the ambulance myself… "irfana remember, highly self sufficient, highly self sufficient……"

ok….hmmmmm

bye guys.

see u soon.

buzzing off…

~faNa

i just viewed my blog after so long… and i noted the last entry was on the 24th of july…. 2007. then i wondered, wow, it’s been THAT long?

Well what happened to me after that day, u might wonder…

let’s just put it this way… i got too busy with 2 impt phases of my life, which happened to collide and totally topsied the perfect balance in my life…

obviously, one of it is the College life. ok… where’s the fun in not understanding a freaking bit of what’s going on for EVERY SINGLE MODULE and screwing up on exams? hmmmm? i still havent found the fun part of it yet…

Thanks to one soul i briefly chatted with today… who said that he’s an ardent reader of my blog… that im back here now. hee hee

ok, back to my perfectly imbalanced life. in this 5 months of unblogging time…. i have learnt a lot…

1. Life isn’t that easy after all
2. not everyone thinks the same way as i do
3. Not everyone thinks im as unique a many many others have told me… those were all mirages
4. studying is no more a cup of tea in college.
5. when u add 1 more person into ur book of life, the book gets twice as heavy…
6. college sucks, exams suck, everything in between sucks…

it’s about time i caught up with friends… but do they think it’s about time they caught up with me? coz u see, being unavailable might be my future… for those who know what i mean. i know u are having ur good holidays coming up now… better catch up within this month, or else…..

Buzzing off…
~faNa